Awhile back i was displeased with a close friend and i chose silence as retaliation. Silence is a big part of me, so they didn’t notice my anger. However tragic knocked me back to my senses, a stranger that i like to think i came to know was laid six feet under. Death cleared my vision. I wronged you. It has been a while now as i try each day to make amends but you fear the unknown. Yet again, two souls have been taken from the face of this earth before my eyes. I can’t claim to have really known them well. What am trying to say is that baby don’t hold on to what is toxic. I know different Sh*t weigh us down differently, i ain’t in your shoe, i don’t know how low you have gone. Am reaching out, my arms stretched out, you can hold on whenever. Death has yet again reminded me how it is close to life. I am writing because am breathing now. I don’t know about the next minutes of life just that am in love with you and it will remain so-eternity. Let go, try looking up,am here, hold on to me please.